Very quick, have been ludicrously busy all day (unfortunately not busy enough to prevent me from dwelling on and welling up?at my desk).<\/p>\n
Few things:<\/p>\n
1) It’s \u00a350.\u00a0 Universal advice is to sit on it for a week and see what happens.\u00a0 So that’s what I’m doing. \u00a0This gives any one of you a week to come up with a foolproof “getting him back via the medium of internet banking” strategy.\u00a0 Thinking caps on, comments in…<\/p>\n
2) 2 years today since our first date. \u00a0Gutted gutted gutted. \u00a0We had such a GREAT first date and I still remember how sick with excitement I was all day long beforehand. \u00a0I think if I wasn’t sitting on the cash, I’d’ve cracked and emailed to remind him, which would be NON-PRODUCTIVE.\u00a0 So maybe the universe just sent me that money to shut me the fuck up at an opportune moment.<\/p>\n
3) He’s at the evening do of a wedding on Saturday – we were both invited during PR. \u00a0No idea who the couple are!\u00a0 Obviously convinced he’ll meet The Amazing New Girlfriend there and be married himself by September.\u00a0 \u00a0Btw, it has been pointed out to me that the sooner I run out of knowledge of his social calendar, the better for my own sanity. \u00a0Unfortunately, I am blessed with an elephantine memory and an obsessive personality. \u00a0Way to go.<\/p>\n
4) I do occasionally get involved in activities that are not to do with All My Pain.\u00a0 Today, relief was provided by going to see the surgeon who’s going to take my wisdom teeth out. \u00a0Super fun, eh?!\u00a0\u00a0 Apparently he did Kate Moss’. \u00a0Maybe I’ll come out a supermodel?<\/p>\n
5) he went out for lunch with Tom today. \u00a0I get the feeling “he” didn’t mention me. \u00a0BUT, in brilliant psychological manipulation, I deliberately didn’t tell Tom about the money. \u00a0“He” would expect me to.\u00a0 \u00a0And Tom would def have mentioned it if he knew.\u00a0 \u00a0So now I’m hoping that “he’ll” be wondering why I’m not talking about him then feel the fear and come rushing back. \u00a0I really think about this stuff far too much.<\/p>\n
Are we at another weekend already? \u00a09 weeks on Monday…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Very quick, have been ludicrously busy all day (unfortunately not busy enough to prevent me…<\/p>\n