Oh my good lord.? I should not have looked at those photos.? Cried myself to sleep, had nightmares, woke up, cried, went back to sleep, had nightmares, woke up, cried,? left house, cried on the Tube now at work feeling like I want to throw myself off a tall building – I work in one and am surrounded by dozens of others.?
Am still completely in shock/denial stage.? Just feel like this isn’t fair and I don’t deserve for this to be happening to me.?? If this were a movie, today’d the day I’d meet Captain Amazing.? As it is, I think it’s just likely to be the day that I call him up and cry down the phone.? Which I MUST NOT DO.? (repeat to fade)
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