Tonight, tonight

New dress – check

Manicure – check

Good hair – check

Strategically-placed housemate who I can run to and join for drinks when it all gets too much – check

Enormous feeling that I should just not go – check

Overwhelming, futile hope that he will take one look at me and want me back – check

Cetaintly that I’ll be crying myself to sleep tonight – check

So at least I’m prepared ;o)